How Did I Get Here?
Mexico 2007
i wonder about small world joyous moments too.. that make you wish you were a little more lucid in that time. that make you ask, WHAT JUST HAPPENED? HOW DID I GET HERE? concentrated moments of energy where there is so much to take in that your soul at times has to take a step back. completely drunken and sober to the moment at the same time. and you wish you had just a few more minutes in the moment and maybe if you had those two extra minutes, you could change your fate forever.
joyous moments too make you question the smallness of the world…
and it makes me wonder about timing all over again… like how much you are stealing someone else’s time… how much of this is on borrowed time? can i borrow some of the future so we can keep living this present? sweetness, that even the most suffering moments could replace. and i wonder about how fragile moments are.
and in these memories of super highs and super lows.. what’s harder to move on from?
